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Saturday, January 14, 2006 

The Continuous Pain

"I'm stressfull...I don't know why";
"What can I do? The boss already decided";
"I work more than what I should have done";
"Why am I still doing the same thing?"
"I don't think it's fair for me to get average rating for last year's performance";
"I'm workholic...no time for the family....feel very bad...but...what to do?";
"The higher I go up the career ladder, the less commitment on my religion practices";
"My spiritual commitment is deteriorating....what happen if I die....";
"No time to exercise...";
"I can't do anything to improve the situation...";

These are the "voices" or the "frustrations" of many people at work and at home. Voices of employees, engineers, executives, non-executives, MD/CEO, father, mother, son, daughter, etc. The voice is painfull and very personal. It will affect the 4 dimensions of human beings i.e. Body/Physical, Mind/Mental, Heart, and Soul/Spirit. These are also the 4 needs that I was talking previously i.e. To Live, To Learn, To Love, and To Leave Legacy.

 

Jan 2006

Today is the 14th day of year 2006. I'm still in Finland. Very lonely and stressfull. Stress not because of the work but the fact that got to be away from the family...almost 5 months already. Just can't imagine those people that have been put in the jail for several years. This has also lead me to ponder about our future "life" when we die. Basically we are alone for very very long time. Only hope is our relationship with the Almighty God, Allah. This loneliness feeling now is really peanuts and nothing compared to our situation when we move to the "barzah".

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